I came across the word disABILITY on one of the MS blogs I read and thought it was a good summary of my MS and me. I am fighting to retain my ABILITY with my disability. I learn new things about my illness each year. This year I had a lot more good days then bad, but found I don't have the stamina I'd like especially when going to multi day events or activities. If I don't build rest into my schedule then it makes it hard by day three to keep going.
The link below was very relatable for me. I am working hard to stay present. Focusing on my goals and not letting the worry of the future with MS ruin my now.
This year as I said has been mostly good. My neurologists say I am stable, my MRIs are holding same with no active disease progressions showing on the scans. I am on a great med with very few side effects and only slows me down two days a year. I am still doing physical therapy to continue to work through my deficiencies and am doubling down on doing my homework for that each week.
I am doing better at managing my energy, as the funny thing about taking on a part-time teaching gig while working full time, is I spend at least one day every weekend on the couch working on class stuff so it rather forces me to be in a resting state instead of a working on the house or running around doing chores. The house stuff gets done eventually, and I have a wonderful partner that is a great cook so I contribute when I need or want to in the kitchen.
I've been diligent about putting my fitness activities on the calendar and following through. I need to get back to monitoring my nutrition as the holidays have lead to a few more pounds to my bits and pieces. I have big goals though so diet and exercise will be driving me in 2025 which in turn supports my MS journey. So I have set my intentions to focus on the now, live life to the best of my ability, and adjust plans as I need to to live my best life. As they say in my world, I have MS but it doesn't have me.


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